OneidaDreamer

As I lay next to you, I feel your
warmth;
But your back is turned, and you give no
solace;
I may be next to you, but your 1,000,000
miles away;

My body and soul are broken, so why did you
take me in?
The tenderness in your touch, has turned
to cold ambivalence;
I may be lying next to you, but I’m 1,000,000
miles away;

Such demure, alluring eyes and the scent
of an angel;
If only you’d let me touch you, then
perhaps you’d realize your blunder;
I may be lying next to you, but you’re 1,000,000
miles away;

Dancing on a razorblade, one painful step
at a time;
Why did you even take me in? Again your
back offers no reply;
At a time when a MAN is at his most
dire need of reassurance, you pushed
me away;
I may be lying next to you, but you’re 1,000,000
miles away;

Subtle temptation, erotic manipulation,
the stuff webs are made of;
The way you made me feel is more painful,
than my back at the time;
The haven you offered was more bane,
to my “Self”, than any paltry accident;
You nurtured my wounds with aloof
degradation;
No desire for the cripple’s pain wracked
shell;
I may be lying next to you, but you’re 1,000,000
miles away;

Thank you for the cold-fire of your
body; it’s memory is something I’ll
naught soon forget;
You’re web of sugar coated lies, still
turns the barb your forgot to draw
from my heart;
I may be lying next to you, but you’re 1,000,000
miles away;

Pleasure at what cost?
Your back when I needed a hug;
Your back when I needed a kiss;
Your back when I needed your arms around me;
Your back when I needed a smile;
Your back when I needed to cuddle awhile;
Your back when I needed your lovin;
Your back when I just needed somethin;

Thank you for helping me realize that,
I didn’t need to endure the fire of your hearth
any longer;
Now that my pain doesn’t bother me
anymore;
I may be lying next to you, but
you’re 1,000,000 miles away…

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2lineCarrandMorgan

goot, its real and sure of thought,perhapes its a true story of miss step and hard love with just love making with no heart.or
no love......powerfull imerigery,how could she not hear him in his thoughts....his need withdrawn, leaves her still and cold.

after reading this work i see much is left to do and realize about the love of heart.

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its said by,Deganewidah
I am Deganewidah, and with the Five Nations confederate lords I plant the tree of the Great Peace. . . . Roots have spread out from the Tree . . . and the name of these Roots is the Great White Roots of Peace. If any man or any nation outside the Five Nations shall show a desire to obey the laws of the Great Peace . . . they may trace the Roots to their source . . . and they shall be welcomed to take shelter beneath the Tree. . . .
for my Dad

then again somtimes i see a woman in the trees she only looks at me and i can only look at her i m what she is now....i thank her as i see her... then somedays i see her as she was and that i will never be,and still we look at each other,
hello my Mother my sister today i saw you more than befor ,now i know i have a need more to walk with you here than ever i knew befor. Thank you

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“Something is at work in all of us,”
Peter Kinew


Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass..It's about learning to dance in
the rain.
for the wolf

BlueWolfSpirit

Good poem - it made me think, remember and appreciate (more) my current circumstance.

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For the strength of the Pack is the Wolf
And the strength of the Wolf is the Pack.
~ Rudyard Kipling

OneidaDreamer

What a way to be kicked when your down huh? That friggn $hit hurt to the bone, literally and emotionally...

But I'm a lot stronger in some respects for it now.

Miigwech for the responses so far

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