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Hey Mocs, you aren't by yourself. About 13-14 years ago I was hospitalized w/anorexia. With a good support system you can overcome it. I wouldn't eat - the guy I was dating kept telling me I was fat. Now that I look at pics I see that I wasn't and that he was just scared people might notice me. Mind you this is also the one that tried to kill me but that is another story. Once you realize that you have a problem you have overcome one of the biggest obstacles. Even when they had the pschologist (or psychiatrist - whatever it was) come in to see my I was smart enough to know how to answer the questions. The ones like do you think you are fat, do you not eat like you should, etc. Now that I have gained weight (some just from eating but some from meds) I still have those thoughts in the back of my head. I mean I look at pics or in the mirror and say "my god, how did I get so fat". When in actuality I wear like a 10 but to you it feels like a 20. Know what I mean?? But you admitting you have a problem means you are ready to get help. Lemme know if I can help any!! And remember all your fellow .com'ers are behind you!!
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Becky B.
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